RaquNox

Pry me open Pull beyond the shaded borders Pass the shallow waters And dive I've carved your scent Into my hunger for tomorrow Love is an easy thing to swallow Just dive It's like the tears that never left your eyes Like the stabbing pain when when you step outside of yourself And find me Bound I'm bound to you In some other time I'm gazing into you eyes Bound Timelessly seeking you Drawn to the vision of a distant shore Where you lightly hold Heaven between your palms I close my eyes I see your shadow in the rain Pulling against the chains of pain To the sky And I feel you move I feel this trembling underneath my skin And something, so

I can't make it simple to you Though in my head it's only a word or two I can't just say it, and go on like others do It's different for me, 'cause you're different too I can try to write you a song But in my heart, this feeling's been different for long And I am frightened of your eyes, so strong It's different from before, I feel I don't belong Although you say it's okay, We'll get by another say But I doubt it, I truly do I like your temper and your smile But I've been this way for a while So accept me, or don't, but it's me And I still love you All those haunting melodies Whispered away, now there's so little to say But you keep talkin

Allow me to enter I offer you all my devotion and tales of galaxies so far away Would you offer me shelter in the splendor of every emotion? Show me the world you carry the shades of light in your day? What would you see in me if I told you that I wander? (Would you turn me away?) I’m looking for my kind in other people Through the hearts of others I search for my own To fail would be a highest act of treason So hear me out, or I will never find my home Just for a while, let me in, I’m all alone I give you my spirit my knowledge of stars and healing to mend your wounds or shed light on the dark I give all that you ask for on

On one side, my distorted vision of you festers and rots in the haze of my restless mind. I will never see you for who you really are. On the other side, the future is locked within my rib cage, and it demands to be set free. All I can hear in you is the whimper of the past. Move away. I need not tenderness to anchor me to this world, but a potent poison to cut my ties with what I know.